inspirational...tell u the truth I haven't been totally hundred percent inspired by anyone...my mom yeah, in a way..however lets say I have to write a long essay or even put down anyone's name under "who's the person that ur inspired by."I'll be totally clueless.I'll write anything that comes to mind.FYI...I wrote Abe Lincoln for my MMU application...whattttt theeee heellll was I thinking.Actually I don't really want to be inspired by anyone...maybe that's mah main problem...totally selfish and thinking I'm all high and mighty in which then...leads to my sudden mood swings, and dare I say depression(i think i really do have depression..if that's even a sickness or u can "get" depression)And just now, around 2 plus a.m.I just realise that I was inspired by this one girl,living 25 years and finally I realise i need to be inspired by someone...and funny thing, it came from someone participating in ANTM?LOL..no but really.Heather brought some light into mah life for awhile just now...Y?
Firstly, I can see me in her(not that kind of in yeh)Being (alamak lupa nama penyakit dia)...partially socially awkward I understand how she felt being in a room full of loud people and different.And it's even worst for her cause she has that disease(masih lupa nama penyakit tuh) and yet she pushed herself to join ANTM?a contest in which she needs to stand out to be notice..now that's inspiring.Does this make sense?Or I'm rambling?Oh well...for me the point when i fell for her is in the judging room,when she stood beside Saleisha...and looked over then tried to pose herself like Saleisha..she looked awkward!But then..and this is thanks to the judges...she was called (SPOILERRRRRRR!) first..and she looked shocked,really really shocked...and I can't help myself but say awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.U can't fake that.So that's bout it actually,kinda simple and silly huh...but I dunno.It felt special.After this, even if she doesn't win...am so proud of her.(still rooting for Lisa and Jenah though :P)
Now here's another inspirational tv serie,KID NATION.
Bout a bunch of kids age 8-15 get thrown in a deserted town in which they are forced to live together without adult supervision.Cruel huh.But hey that makes good tv.Clever producers,milking money out of kids drama, first day itself there were loads of drama,1 kid already quit...Jimmy.Pity that kid.But there are shining stars in those bunch of kids.Sofia to name one..then Micheal.When they receive the gold star and called their parents..aiyoo that was so heartwarming..it's true kids can make u smile.I'm actually a bit impress with those kids.Anyhoo I really urge anyone interested to watch this...it's in a way cool.Izar and Klux are already watching so now...I want to convert...sapa yeh...ha Jurina!..Ju dl yeh ju.Anyhoot watch it.2 eps already.
oh before I end, my earlier statements above is not a cry for help but just something I wanted to say.I actually dont think Heather would be mah role model for life cause my lifespan of interest is actually short.However it's nice to look back and say "ha pada tarikh nih lah tiba2 aku terasa sesuatu" :P.I'm weird...i know
p/s : happy bday leha lentik